Little Brother

 We lost our Bailey a year ago. There still are not words for that loss. However, now we get to celebrate every day with this little booger and teach him the preciousness of life. We get to laugh with him, cry with him, pray with him, and grow with him. My prayer is that he will be a simple man who loves God, country, and family. We are going to make mistakes, little man, but we love you more than we could ever say.

 


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